I've never felt like this in my life. For about 2 weeks I've just been anxious/nervous. I know what it is, and I know why it is. It is very legitimate, just different. Saturday I give my life to Staci Michelle Schwarze. It's a big deal. It's a day I've looked forward to for about 2 years now. I know it is right, I know it is good. That doesn't mean I know it will be easy. Both of us expect it to be difficult. Not unbearable, just challenging. I know plenty of people I respect that love being married, and that is what I'm looking forward to. Standing in front of 310 people, being emotional, bearing my feelings... that's what I'm thinking about.
In the mean time I need to get back to making a cd composed of enya, kenny g and harry connick jr.
